friend, but I cannot really go out, there is nowhere I can go for
number of reasons. It is kind of lonely night.
In my mind I still live in the times and places when people are just
hanging-out in each other places, it is a normal and common thing to
do, in fact you have to have a good excuse not to get together. There
may be many bad things about living in a small town, but living close
to your friends and seeing them, is priceless. I don't have it now,
here in this large suburbs of a large city.
The usual suburb options are the bookstore, cafe, gym, in summer days
the beach, the park forest preserve, but it is late night.
I am not one of the people who are just bored: I love to write, there
are two highly addictive audio books by Scott Sigler waiting for me,
there are Netflix movies and a pile of magazines and books overdue for
reading. Finally, there is plenty of interesting and challenging work
I could do.
No, I definitely am not bored, but I miss that friendly feeling of
someone special around.